My mind is in a strange place right now....
not that my life isn't going the right way but in the way way of funny come ups and what nots....
Know one knows what i am talking about here...don't blame them.....i haven't been on here in a long while... haven't updated my my space...the only thing i tend to uses often is face book. I check on it every once and a while..
Didn't post any newer drawings in deviantart.... I haven't been that productive lately. It seems that my life is at a stand still. all these things that i thought i once lost i found again without trying. Not that i can but mainly because the cost of getting around these days....

..."my mentor is some where else fighting for a purpose and a way to get back"

I truly feel for you situation....and if the day comes that you return i will be glad and celebrate ...or "i will bring back god my self"

In any point of the matter, the stand still that is called my life has been surprising for the past couple of months. Maintaining a job, school, connections with friends and even old faces that i haven't seen for i while are becoming now a frequent and familiars. What is to say about them but only that maybe with hope ... It will be like it used to be in high school... different location but with the same atmosphere. I haven't seen Jayson in a while but i had seen him. Recently anyways. All the people that i used to know back then are emailing me or contacting me in some way to let them know that they still exist. Joey i have seen in that Leo's restaurant that i go to with Lisa every other saturday. Alex "the Gump" Mc Guire i have seen at the deli on 5 mile and Farmington. Then there is Kelly, Kyle, Cameron, Heather, and so on...

Oh Let's not mention last but not least Kacy...
Now i Haven's seen her in like forever....of at least since i graduated....
Since then i haven't put much thought in to her even thought i sorta still liked her i had to look towards the future with my girlfriend....but i was supposed to keep in touch with her. The story between me and her canned be summed up as, " boy moves, boy sees girl, boy has friend, boy (over time) likes girl, boy doesn't tell her after four years, boy gets crushed by girl telling boy that he to good of friend, boy gets emo, boy eventually finds another girl. After that it sorta been an ass to her till i graduated. lost touch till now i get to the bulk of my story...... I eventually get curious and try to find her by getting a my space. Then i friended her and been talking to her after that... still no face to face chit chat.

one day during a bike ride with lisa, we decided to visit Logan whom was moving at the time, that is when i has saw her for the first in a long time. we exchanged hellos and then after that nothing short of a good chat till we had to leave. I wont see her again till about two to three months till i will see her in the same school. Then she'll speractically show up here and there for no reason what so ever just to talk or chat. Which i don't mind till one day.....Thursday the 27, we are all hanging out... we're having fun .....she slips me a note.....
front says don't make a scene.... why would i ?!
it basically stated that she liked me this entire time i have met her...that's being too exaggerated.... but the point of this story....why now?! She's sorry for telling me now and apparently is sorry for not telling me before .....she would'nt lie to me.....so why say that now.....
honest to goodness it took all my strength to not laugh at her...I wouldn't have done it to be mean, it just the timing she picked to say that.i had to leave for work anyway so i laughed on the way out side.

She is and will always be a great a dear friend of mine....i wont go on this.....she is only a friend. Her P.S was " please don't feel awkward around me". .....

I won't and that is a promise....



sorry for the long drag!