Like a digital sketch book, when i herd that you can hack the DS to turn it in to a mini pressure sensitive drawing pad i totally hoped on bored. After getting everything necessary for the transformation of my dear device, i quickly got to work on what ever popped in to my head. Best money i spent ever! So now i present you everything that i have done on my DS.

Note: that the quality of each piece does not rival what could be done on a actual computer, but over all i think that each of them are still awesome.

Double note: chances are that i'll more than likely expand upon it now that they're uploaded on a actual computer.

There is going to be a massive overhaul of all my stuff...meaning i am to take down everything on that put it back up. Plus if i get the chance i put up some new stuff.

I hope that this new year will mark a change for me in my life.It was the fact that i did not take a active role in this last year that things for me didn't turn out so well. So i will shape my future. I will be happy or happier this new upcoming year. There will be alot of changes. I know that i keep saying these things and keep these promises but if it gets me to be a happy person...then so be it.

Even more so i will not post a god damn thing on here unless it's a art dump.

In my life, I have always felt that i was the passenger to my own car sort of speak. That the choices i made where not by my own but by the driver of said car...an auto-pilot if you will. I just want to be able to make my own decisions. So what if there is a road block in the way...go around it, or through it. i don't know...all i need now. I always second guessing my self why? Why do i do that? I don't believe in my self? Now that i am the driver...all i need is a map of the terrain at least. How do i know which turn to make? I don't like to be driven....but it almost seems that driving is way to hard.

Nothing is as 'sucky' as uncertainty.
Especially in a relationship. If I could control how i think i would. To this person i hurt in the process, was the equivalent of cutting off my own leg. Something for sure that i will regret later. That is not to say that i am over it. It's still hurting in the back of my head.
Regret that i could not take back.
My life in general is a wreck...to bring a significant other into something like that was not something that i was not able to do nor was i ready... so i did the only thing i could do ...(i.e cut off the leg) Things that were beyond my reach... I just want to be sure of things. life moves on and we are still friends like we were before. To have some time to think and get my act and things together so that i could be much more focused and helpful to the person that needs me the most. I want to be better. I am not asking you to hold your breath, i am using this time wisely to think about things. I needed soul searching and some answers for my self. I am saying however im sorry.
It is nothing that i have planned, and that the only thing that i can and will do for is be support if you want it from me. I am hopefully thinking that it should not be long. and that if we were ment to be ...you'll be the first to know with know hesitation. I have always been honest with you about how i feel so you know that i am telling the truth.